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Wed, 06 Aug 2008 06:25:19 GMT

Today's the day, wish me luck, wish me well.

Actually, I'm not nervous... enough. Should be. Well I'm glad I'm not.

I think I'm ready, but I don't feel totally ready.

Let's hope all the time, money, effort and energy pays off.

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Mon, 04 Aug 2008 04:46:43 GMT

I just noticed from checking my profile that I made this account over two years ago. I thought it was only over a year ago. Wow, time flies.

Never posted before, hardly logged in, couldn't recall my password. But I visit all the time.

I am sure I have been reading these works of art since 2005. Maybe even 2004. I remember I used this account to comment a few times.

I read many people, some I have never ever commented on. Most of the people I read, I check often and read everything whenever they update. Some I have been reading since 2005, some I started reading in the last year. They would probably think I'm weird, and I am. Oddly, I feel I know them very well, at least their livejournal selves anyway. (I come off as the biggest stalker).

LJ seems a little complicated since I never used it as a writer. Facebook is easy to use. Or maybe I just have to get used to this, get the hang of it.

The 2 reasons for why I decided to use this account:

1. I don't want to comment as Anonymous (anymore). I think writers would like to know who's posting these comments. Not that I comment a lot.
2. There is so much I want to say, so much I want to express, but often don't get a chance to. Things that are not talked about amongst my peers. Perhaps not even thought about.
I am often writing in my head. Thinking words and entries as if written in a journal. Sometimes I forget. I can type it and save it on my computer, but sometimes I want to share, express. See if there is anyone else who thinks, feels the same way. And I don't feel facebook Notes is the place to do it, as I have done a few times before.

I want to write only of what is honest and true. No fear, no holding back.
I wonder how I'll feel when time has passed and I read old entries.

I am not actually sure whether I'll be writing regularly, what I'll be writing about, or if I'll be writing at all.

But this is a start.

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